these are her confessions.

2011-03-25T01:44:00.003+08:00

Test test 1 2 3.

heh heh heh~

Eventhou I've moved, I'll try my very best to update.

2010-12-31T20:29:00.000+08:00

I'VE MOVED.

you're lucky if you can find me.

;)

2010-07-29T18:21:00.001+08:00

it's been so long i updated this dusty blog of mine.

no use of updating cause my life is hectic.

if i were to list down, there'll be no ending.

i'll leave my blog as it is.

2010-06-26T17:18:00.004+08:00

They will be there for my Ups and Downs no matter what.

i love you.

2010-06-20T23:47:00.005+08:00

very soothing.

saya suka!

very very meaningful.

♥

2010-06-03T00:32:00.002+08:00

i SERIOUSLY miss my secondary school life.

the books we chuck under the tables.

the PE lesson.

the In-focus.

the FOOD.

EVERYTHING!

* sigh *

HOW FAST TIME FLIES

and now, IT'S JUNE.

half year already.

scary liao~

2010-05-28T13:00:00.001+08:00

Double pay! ;)

a Busy Bee in action.

and i need a sweet escape.

HOLIDAY! please come soon.

i need you badly. :(

2010-05-22T01:00:00.001+08:00

I think I'm strong enough to let go..?

I know I can.

2010-05-20T23:58:00.001+08:00

" Cause i know I'm not the one and never will be the one. "

2010-05-19T00:34:00.001+08:00

one word for this.

K-E-N-T-A-L .. !!!!

ahahahahahahah

2010-05-16T23:01:00.000+08:00

" We both know it's better if we just let it go .... "

2010-05-15T23:46:00.001+08:00

i ♥ my new spectacle!!!

2010-05-12T23:53:00.002+08:00

I MISS ...

having someone special.

but heck care!

enjoying my single life now!

2010-05-05T22:03:00.002+08:00

swollen!!!!!!!!!!!!

ergh!

hope it will not be as swollen as just now by tmrw.

2010-05-05T13:51:00.001+08:00

2010-05-02T22:26:00.003+08:00

" I never told you what i should have said.

No, i never told you. I just held it in me.

And now, i miss everything about you.. "

2010-05-01T17:43:00.003+08:00

Who will lend me a shoulder to lean on when i need it one day?

nobody will.

2010-04-30T22:59:00.002+08:00

awww..

how cute can i be?

hahah

* ok perasan *

why am i falling back for you.?

i shouldn't.

2010-04-29T20:51:00.002+08:00

fun but tiring fund raising day.

~~can i get out of this home?~~

sigh~

2010-04-28T20:23:00.003+08:00

slowly, giving up everything.

slowly, giving up one by one.

cause, i'm not strong.

:'(

a fake smile that i've been drawing.

2010-04-28T00:37:00.002+08:00

" Every love song brings your name to my mind.

I wish these love songs knew that i'm trying to get over you.

And they aren't helping me out much. "

2010-04-25T23:39:00.002+08:00

i'm a girl living in my own world.

nobody would understand me.

even you.

2010-04-24T00:32:00.005+08:00

why am i feeling these feelings back?

for you.

no aini no!

try to control it.

you must!

oh! what shall i do now?

it's their decision.

not mine.

2010-04-23T00:21:00.004+08:00

no matter what happens in time to come,

life still goes on.

yes, people won't understand what it's like to be in my situation.

and never will.

ohh.

tweet tweet tweet.

2010-04-18T22:55:00.002+08:00

More upcoming projects.

more brain juice to squuuuueeeezzee.

but have to persevere.

nak masok poly kaaann?

better buck up eh aini.

2010-04-13T22:30:00.001+08:00

~~soon, i'll disappear.~~

2010-04-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

shoot!

i'm not strong.

:'(

2010-04-12T22:13:00.004+08:00

* im sorry i have to ' steal ' your photo at FB *

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEXY!

LOVE YA!

kau dh tua..

hee hee :)

2010-04-11T20:15:00.002+08:00

* whine *

tomorrow school re-open!

benci benci benci...

first lesson; POM : Principles of Marketing.

sianz.

another term full of projects.

macam nak nangis je.

don't say it if you're not serious bout it.

and don't get my hopes high.

thanks.

and to Y-O-U.

how long lagi eh?

kau nak aku bagi lagi setahun?

* pissed off *

2010-04-08T13:54:00.003+08:00

sometimes; you're okay.

sometimes; you're not.

i don't know what your plans are.

i don't know what's in your mind.

it's like a riddle.

ciega confianza

what's that supposed to mean?

* sigh *

2010-04-06T22:18:00.002+08:00

today was very chaotic at work and plus me being super clumsy can?

accidentally poured quite a lot of popcorn on the floor due to that stupid loose clipper.

Serene was like " see, all these are money money. " in a joking manner.

hahah. don't blame me. blame that loose clipper.

and just now, there's a group booking and happens to be my cousin's school.

sianz.

made us work like siaow cha bo. hahah.

we work hard but our pay still the same.

what to do. work still work.

* sigh *

and HELL YEAH!

i'm gonna get my Edusave Bursary.

wooohooo~

500bux masuk koceekk.

hee.

gonna save it and use it wisely. :)

PS; i fetish army guys. :)

2010-04-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

2010-04-04T20:31:00.002+08:00

" Wait for the man who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of man who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the man who will be your best friend, and who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what circumstances. Wait for the man who makes you smile like no one else, and when he smiles, you know he needs you. Wait for the man who wants to show you off to the world even when you're in sweats and have no make-up on, but appreciates it when you get dolled up for him. And most of all, wait for the man who will put you at the center of his universe, because that's where you belong. "

- can I have this kind of man? alaa. fat hopes lah. even though not all man are the same, well, i have to be careful in finding/choosing/being with the right man.

2010-04-02T23:53:00.003+08:00

watched " Clash of the Titans " with GV workmates.

overall, the movie was okay.

i say 3 over 5.

they wanted to eat and slacked after the movie but me and veronica just head home cause the time was 2200 already.

reached home around 2300 and here I am updating my so unglam blog.

teehee.

next i wanna watch Ju-on!

siapa nak ikot? heh heh heh.

" ~~i miss you but i can't text or call you~~. :( "

2010-04-01T22:15:00.002+08:00

no bursary? no money.

alaaa..

sad. :(

managed to get out from this house at last,

accompanied my mom and sister to Paragon.

Sister wanna collect the shirt money or what-so-ever lah eh.

then got a treat from her. hee.

Pastamania. wee~

tomorrow an outing with workmates.

but don't know whether want to tag along or not.

hmm..

they wanna watch " Clash Of the Titans "

but they didn't text me the details pon.

aiyaaa. slap their neck baru tau.

" the worst feeling ever is you don't know whether to hold on or to give up. "

2010-03-31T22:47:00.004+08:00

" what will you do when you miss someone but you can do nothing about it? "

~~you can't call or even message that person.~~

2010-03-31T21:45:00.001+08:00

i'm starting to have doubts.

oh whatever.

and i'm lazy to post my results.

ask me if you wanna know.

ok bye.

2010-03-27T21:24:00.002+08:00

i got myself a new phone, again.

wee~

wasn't really expect this though but daddy wanna pay for it.

but, i'll keep it a secret what phone i got.

meet me then you'll know.

hee :)

im super happy today

* smiling widely now *

" ku masih mengharap kau tuk kembali..

mungkin satu saat nanti

kau temukan bahagia meski tak bersamaku

bila nanti kau tak kembali

kenanglah aku sepanjang hidupmu.. "

2010-03-27T00:03:00.002+08:00

" There comes a point where you miss someone so much that you can hear their voice echo in your head. You can hear the names that they used to call you, the words they used to tell you. You memorized their laugh, their smile, and their silly ways. You can also feel their arms around you and you don't want to let go even though you know it's just an illusion. Every time your phone rings, you smile because it's them calling. Every time you hear their name, your heart beats 100 times and sometimes you can't even breathe. You knew that looking back on the tears would make you laugh, but you never knew that looking back on the laughs would also make you cry. All you want is to go back in time. Not to the time that you first met, to the time that you were known as nothing, but strangers. But no matter what, you're in denial. You hide your feelings so no one would know. You put on a fake smile and don't let a single tear break through. You're so used to hiding your feelings that you don't even realize the pain that you're causing for yourself. Your thoughts become invisible. It's still there, but no one knows. Like a love letter you didn't show and you're hurting no one but yourself. "

2010-03-26T23:01:00.003+08:00

girlfriends, i do enjoy this outing with you.

i really do.

love you sayang-sayang ku.

2010-03-23T23:48:00.001+08:00

" Why do we love people that hurt us so much and end up hurting people that love us so much? "

2010-03-22T23:39:00.001+08:00

" How long? End it soon please. "

2010-03-21T19:26:00.005+08:00

" You need to know,

Everyone deserves love without terms and conditions.

Everyone has right to live their life the way they want.

Everyone has the right to be happy without feeling guilty.

No one deserves abuse.

No one is not good enough for healthy love.

No one has the right to hurt anyone.

Everyone can be happy.

Everyone feels completely alone and lost sometimes.

It is okay to be yourself.

It is okay to do what you want to do.

It is okay to be happy with yourself, your life.

It is okay to say No.

You need to be honest, with everyone and yourself.

Live your life, be honest, love everyone - everything you can.

Don't listen to anyone but yourself.

Do anything you want as long as it's not hurting someone else.

Don't take shit, you deserve the best.

You can have it if you want it bad enough. "

2010-03-20T01:18:00.000+08:00

" 또 부러진 여자 마음. "

2010-03-19T20:51:00.002+08:00

a funny moment to remember while i was working just now.

the e-n-t-i-r-e GV blacked out. lemme emphasize again.

one bloody whole GV. heh.

it was funny though as the crowds in GV went " oouuuhhhh.... " when it blacked out and went " aaaahhhhh...... " when the lights are back.

hahah..

and i managed to say HELLO to my classmate in the dark. hah.

& well, i have to bid goodbye to an old-timer staff, Nur.

she apparently found a new job and today's her last day.

farewell Nur. selalu turun GV ye. heh heh heh.

oh wells. enough for today.

im very tired after serving groups of patrons.

wo hen lei.

sayonara. ;)

* mummy in kitchen cooking asam pedas daging. smells nice. my tummy need to be fed now. toodles~ *

2010-03-17T23:11:00.002+08:00

♥

2010-03-16T15:36:00.005+08:00

Well, hello people.

it's been days since i update my blog.

basically, i've been busy with my exams last week.

so, i have to give attention more on my studies.

right now, im having my school holidays.

my only goal for now, working my ass off and earn as much money as possible.

cause im off for my real holiday next month with the lovely classmates.

can't wait.

* smiling widely *

LIFE

i do have a messed up life.

too many things happened lately.

how i wish i can just run away from all problems.

i wanna be problem-free.

YOU, problems, have been giving me headache since you pop out.

can break down any time soon.

BUT WAIT! i have to be strong.

must be strong to face these.

GOD, i need your guidance in these.

please..

" people see her smiling, leading a happy, cheerful life. it's just that she's drawing a fake smile onto her face. what people doesn't seems to know, deep down her, she's crushing. hurt. deeply hurt with what's happening in her life. "

2010-03-05T22:01:00.004+08:00

you will always be in mine even when im gone in yours.

2010-03-02T00:26:00.002+08:00

" if it's a game you're playing, count me in. i'll play along. "

;)

2010-02-28T01:23:00.001+08:00

yes P.

i hope to bump into you.

or better, meet you.

2010-02-23T02:24:00.001+08:00

2010-02-23T00:31:00.004+08:00

someone told me these;

" don't put your expectation to high "

" just follow with the flow "

yes, i'm just following with the flow now.

is it worth the wait?

" sometimes, good things come to those who wait. "

is it gonna end with good outcomes?

or just the opposite way?

i don't know.

*sigh*

~~PS: miss na kita. or even better; mahal kita.~~

2010-02-21T22:03:00.002+08:00

To this particular person whom i shall call; IS.

this is a gentle reminder for you.

how long do I have to wait for it?

it's been months now.

it seems that you're enjoying your life now.

i don't bloody care whether you're still composing your life or what-so-ever.

i'm sooo tired waiting for you to return it back.

it's not even difficult to find that bloody thing and return it back to me.

maybe you're having some sort of financial problems, but i don't bloody care.

whatever i knew in the past isn't to my concern anymore as you're not part of my life anymore.

please, don't make me chase after you like a dog.

tolong lah IS, dulu tuu cukup lah kau dah buat aku gitu..

dan tolong jangan sampai aku malukan kau ye IS.

tapi, aku tk sampai hati nak malukan kau.. mcm kesian tgk muka kau..

buuutt, kau ada kesian kan aku ke..? hmm..

tahap kesabaran aku dah nak sampai ke tahap maksima.

dah bagus tuu aku tk suroh kau bayar balik duit2 yang kau pinjam..

kalau tak, aku rasa berzaman laahh aku kene tunggu..

So, please IS.

don't make me wait any longer.

i have been waiting for it for MONTHS!

GET THIS IN YOUR BLOODY HEAD!!

thank you.

2010-02-21T21:45:00.006+08:00

These are 60 things a lady/girl/woman wants but won't ask for it:

Touch her waist.
Actually talk to her.
Share secrets with her.
Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
Kiss her slowly.
Hug her.
Hold her.
Laugh with her.
Invite her everywhere.
Hangout with her and your friends together.
Smile with her.
Take pictures with her.
Pull her onto your lap.
When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.
Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
Kiss her unexpectedly.
Hug her from behind around the waist.
Tell her she's beautiful.
Tell her the way you feel about her.
Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
Make her feel loved.
Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know
DON'T lie to her
DON'T cheat on her!
Take her ANYWHERE she wants
Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.
Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
Don't EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.
When people DISS her, stand up for her.
Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible
Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
Take her for LONG walks at night.
ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
Rub her back--feels good
Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute
Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D
Let her sit on your lap
DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L
Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.
Kiss her in the rain.
Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
Slow dance with no music
Don't ignore her or be nervous around her--everything is going to be okay.
Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go. ;D

So, guys out there. Take note of these. Maybe, she'll love you more in future and never turn to other guys.♥

2010-02-18T22:36:00.002+08:00

" I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own. "

2010-02-18T00:11:00.001+08:00

Growing Up.

When do boys become men?

When they learn not to hurt us;

When they learn how fragile our hearts are;

When they are afraid to push us too far;

When they won’t even wrestle with us because we might get a bruise;

When they really truly love us;

When they leave a piece of them with us;

When their heart is ours;

And when they will never truly care about anyone else.

When do girls become women?

When they realize when boys become men;

When they figure out that they pushed away the only man they would ever care about;

When they hold on tight to his heart and never let go;

When they give a piece of themselves to them;

And when they realize that they can never ever care about anyone the same way.

- saw this at my friend's tumblr. true enough aye?

2010-02-13T04:07:00.004+08:00

am missing
the laughter
the voice
the smell
the cute big eyes
the cute smile
the hugs
the long conv on the phone
the way we fool around

am missing everything

am missing YOU.

yes, imissyouP.

i know, you don't even go to my website
but if you do, and see this.
i wanna tell you imy terribly.

i don't know why you're scared of me
i still don't get why you're still avoiding me.
i wish i can meet you.
i wish i can hug you tightly, and never let go.
i wish and continue wishing.
but yet, it never came true.. :(

if only you know how i feel towards you right now.
i hope you do.

i hope you're missing me too P.
i hope..

2010-02-11T15:29:00.003+08:00

"My Last Goodbye"
By Kristine Sa

Nay, day la loi cuoi ta trao cho nguoi
(Here. Here are my last words for you)
Day la lan chot minh chia tay nhau
(Here is the last time we say goodbye)
Day la loi hua ta se khong bao gio quen
(This is a promise I'll never forget)
Chua, chua loi mong uoc cho cuoc tinh sau
(Spare, spare some dreams for the next love)
Giu chut yeu duong cho nguoi nao khac
(Save a little passion for someone else)
Day la bai cuoi ta se hat vi nguoi
(Here is the last song I'll sing about you)

I can't keep holding something that isn't even there
Like my hands can't hold the midnight air
This is the sweetest kind of bitter of I've ever tasted in my life
This is my last good-bye
This is my last good-bye

Ngay, ngay mai ta muon quen di ten nguoi
(Tomorrow, I want to forget your name)
Ngay mai ta uoc duoc xoa di dem nay
(Tomorrow I wish to erase tonight)
Va nhung dem ta da khoc, vi nguoi ta ngat ngay
(With every night I've cried, because of you I'm undone)

I can't keep holding something that isn't even there
Like my hands can't hold the midnight air
This is the sweetest kind of bitter of I've ever tasted in my life
This is my last good-bye
This is my last...

Chance to let go of a love that I know will destroy me in the end
Cho mong cho mong nay ta khong con nho ta cho ai
(Waiting, waiting, I can't even remember for whom)
Night after night I am haunted by giong noi do (that voice)
Tell me nguoi co-- nguoi co nho chung minh? (do you-- do you remember us?)
Was I imagining?

I can't keep holding something that isn't even there
Like my hands can't hold the midnight air
This is the sweetest kind of bitter of I've ever tasted in my life
This is my last good-bye
This is my last good-bye

[ a very nice, sad song. ]

2010-02-10T00:13:00.003+08:00

" if only you know what's inside my heart, what i feel "

2010-02-08T23:09:00.001+08:00

“Because let’s face it- no matter how much you tell yourself you’re over someone, your heart knows the truth.”

~~when i thought i was over you P.~~

2010-02-04T22:22:00.003+08:00

somehow, i felt that

maybe, it is time for me to let it go

cause it is like an un-answered riddle

neither saying yes or no

*a week more and im gone. ;)

2010-01-31T22:39:00.000+08:00

‘I love you’ means that I accept you for the person that you are and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I do not expect perfection from you—just as you do not expect it from me. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you when you’re in a bad mood or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when you’re down—not just when you’re fun to be with. ‘I love you’ means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them—asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping that you feel the same way for me.

2010-01-30T23:48:00.002+08:00

2010-01-29T21:43:00.001+08:00

" How far will you go? "

2010-01-28T21:41:00.003+08:00

I'm a fool, that believe your bullshit.

thank you.

February, please come fast.

i need you badly.

To O & H; im sorry. im not really interested in you both. go find other girls.

To P; God really shows me how Great he is. He shows me an unexpected " scenes " in an unexpected way and timing.

2010-01-26T23:58:00.003+08:00

all pain in 1 heart.

" postpone to next week? "

what are you trying to do P?

what is in your mind?

what is your motive?

it's like a riddle.

2010-01-24T22:55:00.004+08:00

can i say i hate projects?

like very much!

too many projs to handle..

feel like my head gonna burst any sooner..

tmrw; ETP presentation.

and there's like too many things not yet done.

but thanks to dear Sam, who's lending her hands to help us!

phew~

what's your next move?

it seems like both are acting like strangers.

it's been so long.

too long.

2010-01-23T21:56:00.002+08:00

IM BACK!

i hope.

things are getting from bad to worst.

projects are head pain.

too many projects to handle.

if Yr 1 is already THIS bad

i wonder how Yr 2 will be.

it's decided.

& waiting for the next move now.

; a hectic year indeed.

so much of a NEW year. pfft~

in fact, everything gonna be "new".

2010-01-03T22:47:00.003+08:00

im sorry.

im not being myself lately.

i wanna be......

ON HIATUS.

too many things are happening in my life right now.

& just wait for my return.

GOODBYE!

anws, Happy 20th Farid.

ish. you're OLD already.

hee!~

2010-01-03T00:33:00.003+08:00

PICNIC with mom's side.

WAS FUN!

played captain's ball and my team lose.

hah~

as expected.

eventhough i really had my laugh,

you, without fail, came cross my mind.

" how are you? "

" what are you doing? "

" is everthing okay? "

are questions that i love asking you.

& i'll be waiting.

" don't think when people laugh or smile, they're happy. we may never know, they're hurting inside. "

2010-01-02T01:11:00.004+08:00

2010

a new era.

a new beginning for everyone.

a new chapter.

~~& also misery.~~

i asked myself.

" what's next? "

" who's with who? "

yes. i do have a messed up life.

FullSTOP!

kau menggantungkan hubungan ini;

ku harus bagaimana kasih..

2009-12-30T21:11:00.003+08:00

SHUCKS.

school is re-opening next week.

& im still in the holiday mood.

tooo lazy to wake up for school now.

have been sleeping late and waking up late these few days.

[ macam mana lah nanti bila sekolah dah bukak nanti. susah nak bangun nanti. ]

-___-"

ohh, and im having difficulties sleeping too.

from now on

S&W is a must.

sianz.

the thought of going S&W tires me; really.

and another week off.

GREAT. JUST GREAT.

asked for a friend's help.

i bet he's too busy and he forgot to put my req.

nvm then.

& i'm leaving all these to the Great.

you don't know how to answer nor you want to answer my qn.

;leaving me hanging all by myself.

2009-12-28T23:02:00.004+08:00

who's gonna be there for me when the time comes?

no one.

cause no one knows.

sir, tell me now and i will stop.

cause my heart is aching.

2009-12-27T23:09:00.001+08:00

" It takes a life time to find someone, but only a moment to fall in love. "

your cold reactions made me think twice.

2009-12-26T23:36:00.002+08:00

ohh

i can't wait for this coming Monday.

cycling lahh..

weee~

after cycling, will be watching alvin & the chipmunks 2.

BIG SMILES coming my way.

PS: each day, i crave for your presence. each day, i waited for you.

2009-12-25T23:25:00.002+08:00

my head is spinning.

my heart is aching too.

why everything is happening too fast?

why?

:'(

PS: Mr. P, it's hard for me not to think of you everyday. everyday, every seconds, i'll definitely think about you and that makes me misses you more. please, get well soon. :(

2009-12-24T23:07:00.004+08:00

TIRED.

nowadays, i have trouble sleeping.

eyes are damn heavy, but i just cant fall asleep.

just got back from Jurong.

with my mom and sister.

my mood wasn't that good anyway today.

so, ok ok lah.

well, ive got nothing to post these few days

and my blog is getting boring and boring-er.

OH! ive yet to complete my HRA project.

i havent even yet started, not even a single word.

PS: Mr. P; i love you very much and you know it. & it's not that easy to just love another human being. misses you very much indeed.

2009-12-23T23:09:00.005+08:00

AVATAR!

i wanna watch that movie.

it's damn nice.

i must stop watching parts of the movie while working.

people; wanna watch? :)

i really do feel that im having/enjoying my holidays now.

cause i've been going out, spending times with people.

& how stupid can i be.

for not requesting my work schedule for the WHOLE week.

sianz!

my tagboard seems dead. " nk remove ke tak nak ehk? hmmm.. "

and NurHidayah Bte Ramlan, please send those photos as soon as possible can?

kelemahan aku tunggu gambar dari kau tawuk.

PS: you seems different. very different. :(

2009-12-23T00:36:00.003+08:00

im happy.

for now.

i get to bowl.

weee~

my wish; fulfilled!

next; cycling at Ubin with you guys.

[ koraaaannnnggg.. jadi tak?

aku dh sexcited ni nk go cycling ngn koraaanngg..

*eyebrow up-up* ]

PS: Mr. P; i miss you, very much. i'll be waiting for your return. i know you can do it, i have faith in you. just rmbr Him. He's the One giving these to you. Don't do anything stupid. & for you, i'll bear with it. hope you can return soon. & get well soon. :'( [ i love you ]

2009-12-19T21:53:00.001+08:00

" Just don't say it. Prove it! "

hope you get well soon MR. P

and Aini misses you so much.

2009-12-19T18:11:00.002+08:00

" What will you do if someone you love, leave you and hurt you in silence? "

im feeling it again for the second time.

don't asked!

2009-12-16T00:37:00.000+08:00

" True love never dies, even if you have found a new love, the sweet memory of the past will continue to hunt you for the rest of your life. "

if only blog have a " like " button.

2009-12-11T22:36:00.001+08:00

" Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her... "

♥♥

2009-12-09T22:45:00.003+08:00

My Mr Penyu ♥

; the " mysterious guy "

you're missed by me :)

Saturday, please come fast.

& nine used to be my fav;

now, not anymore.

2009-12-06T01:21:00.003+08:00

done and over with you.
you enter my life before; now im deleting you out of my life

" Mr Penyu ♥, i miss you. :( "

2009-12-05T01:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear gundus!!

all the best in your future endeavours.

have a blast today.

the sky is the limit.

♥; Nuraini Jalani.

2009-12-04T22:11:00.004+08:00

my used-to-be loooonngg hair.

snip snip snip.

the sound of the scissors snipping my hair.

i've cut it short!

weee~

i love it; very much!

no regrets! ;)

the reason i cut my hair;

-its way too long; rimas & leceh lahh

-was unable to do it before

& yes, i listen to you before making the final decision.

thanks to you, Mr Penyu ♥.

pictures of me with my new hair?

wait for a better quality camera phone.

and i'll capture as many as i could. ;)

2009-12-04T00:08:00.003+08:00

NEW MOON; done.

now, waiting for that someone to watch Ninja Assasin together.

" Mr Penyu ♥ "

2009-12-03T23:59:00.002+08:00

GOOD BYE LONG HAIR.

snipping you off!

dear friends;

don't be mad at me.

this is what i want to do.

there's no one now to stop me from cutting it short.

no restriction.

im a free woman now.

cut it short; eventually it will grow back.

so just wait! :)

waiting impatiently for my phone. -.-

2009-12-02T22:09:00.002+08:00

DAMN!

hate tomorrow.

ROLEPPLAY sucks.

why must there be ropleplay?

-.-

2009-12-02T21:21:00.002+08:00

My Beloved Phone.

please come soon.

have been waiting for too long.

waayyy too long.

2009-12-01T20:50:00.002+08:00

this best describes me.

PS: im missing you badly; penyu. :(

and congratz to you.

i pray for your happiness.

and last long sir. :)

2009-11-28T19:57:00.004+08:00

*CHEERS*

to your happiness.

don't compare cause it's not healthy.

ALL THE BEST sir.

PS: mine; coming soon. i hope.

and i hope you appreciate what ive done for you all this while.

throw my gifts if you want to, including the mp4.

2009-11-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

someone is buying that 'ECLIPSE' book for me.

hee..

2009-11-24T22:11:00.002+08:00

THANKS PEOPLE!!!

i love you guys alot.

a birthday surprise from my ITE BABES [my classmates]

thanks guys..

was really really surprised..

didnt expect that..

teehee..!

thank yous for the surprise, birthday cake and also the cookie lollipop!

SHARIFAH!!

thanks for the BODY SHOP BODY MIST present..

hehe..

i loike it very much!

very nice lah the smell..

movie date was cancelled

due to that someone's tight schedule.

but that someone gonna make up for it.

[make sure uhh!!]

hahahaha..

PS; i can't be bothered by you anymore lah. go ahead and find your new love. i don't bloody care. cause i got mine, which is better than you. call me what you want, say what you want. what i bloody care is my bloody phone you're supposed to return back you. [hatred]

2009-11-22T00:18:00.002+08:00

*SMILING WIDELY*

IM VERY HAPPY!

an unexpected surprise from them.

touched.

i cried abit.

thanks guys.

you guys made my wish come true.

I LOVE YOU

my family members!

2009-11-16T20:28:00.001+08:00

YES I AM.

i am learning to hate you now.

& im waiting for one thing from you now.

you can't escape from it no matter what.

2009-11-05T09:48:00.000+08:00

YES.

IM MOVING ON.

hope you are too.

2009-11-02T11:10:00.000+08:00

TIRED.

tired of people asking why.

please, stop asking.

i beg.

2009-10-23T12:06:00.002+08:00

TO;

my dearest uncle

who likes to menyakat me since im 4 yrs old till now.

who likes to bully me.

who treat his niece and nephews things.

who have a lovely, sweet, caring wife.

who intrude in my friends convo at MSN [aida and shefa is the victim].

who never fails to make us laugh with his corny jokes.

who's willing to help us when in trouble.

AINI, you're KEPALA BATU's anak sedara wish you HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO YOU.

and just wait for the surprise you're lovely wife prepared for you ok? ;)